Their LOVE is enough for me......

I often wonder....

Whether I am living my life as an another girl of 17 or has become far mature than the age?

A thought very often rivals with my mind "am I doing right by walking on the path told by my parents?" I have a desire to be unique but then....

      Sometimes, I get mingled with these types of questions and at the end just accept them as my fortune....no.. no.. fate...Ohhh..I don't even know what to call this. Fortune , because I have someone to care for me, to guide me, to look after me...and fate because I can't have my own life!!

But then again....there is a fact which bounds me to believe on those preachings as they help to get me fantastic results. 

        

      When I see others enjoying..in their own way I seriously envy them. I also yearn to live without restrictions but then you have the barriers which I can't break because I don't have the enough courage to go against my family(I do have strength to fight with others but not with my loved ones....)

 

        All of this was ok.....till I had not seen and experienced this world but now I want some space, liberty, expression, my own identity and most importantly ' MY OWN LIFE.....'

        But then I am reminded those words of my loved ones....

"But most of all I loved you enough to say no when l knew you would hate me for it but those            were the most difficult battles of all.

      I am glad l won them because in the end

                  you won them tooo.."

All this holds me back to continue... to trace that path without any question......

And I think their love is the real restriction

                 for me.......

       

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