Am I emotionless???

"You may have seen me  crying...but never for others

Yes, I will find a solution to your problem but not give up..

I will do that one act which brings smile to your face but won't become a puppet for you

I will think for you but only till then you are in front of me."

so....some call me emotionless..What should I say about others when my mother calls me cold-blooded. Is it so?..Am I really???..

I don't know..

If you ask me, I say "it's not that I can't understand others pain but the only thing is that I don't know how to express. I don't know that language or that art of expressing through words." But some take it in a wrong way but I don't care . They say I am stone-hearted... I don't care...

Somehow, I am writing this today but if you had asked me I would have stood dumb...

It's just not that easy for me to use pleasing words so easily(unless and until it's official). I can express myself through my actions but not through this straight forward tongue. No.... I am not in vanity . Maybe...I have this attitude because I didn't ever get that type of atmosphere and then suddenly one day you ask me to change yourself...so that's what can't happen. It's not that I don't speak but not as pleasing as others.

And during this lockdown I experimented with myself by being little humble and polite in my talks (foolish act) but now I have realized that my older version was much better and I was perfect with that because

"शब्दों के जाल में न तो हमें फँसने आता है और न ही फँसाना,

हँ...भले ही हम यहाँ थोड़ी खुद्दारी दिखा दे...

पर हँ...आपकी आह!!!में हमें मौका मिले तो..उसे हटाने में  पूरी वफादारी दिखा देंगे। "

Song streaming in my mind😆